
For I am but….by MEJ

The ebb and the flow
The rise and the falls
The self sabotage psyche kicked in
A penance I would usually pay on this fair soul
The attraction to the dominators treatment
Still possesses its hook
Yet this is the trap door to the ebb and the fall
For I am but more than this and this psyche still kicks in but I am the driver to ebb out this fall
As it is the untreated shock of the self that’s turns things to a black haized gaze within my minds eye
It is serving to tell me there is but more to do
For this shock of self displays itself in the opposite of the mainstream so opposite action beckons
For I am but more than this
Memories of old stepping forth in my minds eye playing out on repeat in the fullness of the feelings of that moment I did not feel and yet years later these memories play out each time I learn something more
Hope is what I have For all is not lost
And Hope always reigns supreme for I am but human
And as a human I stumble I fall yet I stand back up no matter what I face
For I am but a woman who makes mistakes
For I am but a woman who learns from these mistakes
For I am but a woman who can solve this to move beyond and past this for the better
For I am but a woman who can employ the healing tolerance of distress to employ to thine.
For the fullness of the reframe reality clicked me off this past hook with the might of the effectiveness within the interpersonal that I have saved myself from
So I take my reigns and be but the constant master of psyche
So ever a constant- I cherish and nourish the heart of this mighty vessel and the soul of this vessel and the light of this vessel
For I am but a woman who chooses to survive and reign supreme over this inner victory.
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