18 Years #StarfishClub

18 years I held it in

18 years numb to life

18 years I guarded the shame

18 years I guarded the secrets

18 years I have fought for this mental stability

18 years on I feel the anger at myself

18 years on I heal myself

18 years on I show emotion

18 years on I am human

18 years on I see there is no shame in expressing the pain

18 years on I pour self love on me

18 years on I shower bathe in self love

18 years on I basque in self love

18 years on the years I shed for the freedom I have now

18 years on I feel loved

18 years on I am cherished

18 years on I am free

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