
Judgments Noticed!and Noted!
Judgements based on the substance quality and fibre within
The self in the younger years untreated bipolar where reality made no sense
Exclusion from those who they deemed me as a so say friend
Scared of teachers facing alcoholism triggered so much for me of my own actions and others in family
The opposite sex orchestrating situations to turn my friends against me
Due to the rumours being facted apparently
For all superimposed their interpretations on me as fact
Slag chanted at me rang and bellowed at 12+
Not knowing the meaning
I turned it into a term of endearment
So those around me also were blessed with this title.
Abusive relationships this vessel encountered then and now
Though now I’ve gained tools to stabilise my bipolar
A disability
Men published photos in my name
Against my name
Yet silence was the the price
For judged you all did.
Merit of character based on your facted opinions based only on the merit of the dollar and pounds euros in your banks
To lay their roots of shallow weeded views to another; is there a shift of change? For I scatter the seeds of an enhanced my boundaries to see I merit a moral compass my own unique for mistakes I have made
Though no vessel is without error
And I Reign supreme over the mastery of my stability
to notice, to see, to feel, to know!
To dispel and notice the unfacted based judgemental thoughts
To notice qualities that humans deem important they there treasure.
The path of noticing judgement led me to my greatest love story of freedom from the shackles of discrimination and hatred!
© Michelle 2016
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